Before he committed suicide, you were having recurring dreams about him dying. I consider myself to be, if you must say, clara voyand i consider the, i'm intuitive, or even if i ma to say the word, kind of a psych i have a psychic ability. But yes, i did have dreams. And earlier, and i actually told him about it and the events that happened at the dream. And also, i was at my family's a psychic the day of, at the time that my father committed suicide. She did know why i was there, but she told me exactly what was going to happen.