Are You Trying to Improve?

The feeling of falling behind is its own entity that will push aside any data that makes it feel weak. So, like, i'm not saying you should stop trying to improve,. The question is, is that desire form ovement coming from a place of this is what i need to do to catch up? Is it about, is this what I need to do next? Right? These are two very different things. And wayo improveon ye, you do.