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217: What if you saw the face of death?

This Is Actually Happening

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How I Learned to Do Drugs

When she was 13, i would pench drink with my friends. I then started moving to prescription drugs. It turned me into a different kid. So quickly, i would look in the mirror and be like, what is happening to me? But no matter how many times i got in trouble, i have to get high.I have to get drunk, because i cannot stand being conscious. During that time, i went through some experiences. I experienced sexual assault. And also, shortly after that, my first consentual sexual experience. Was overwhelmingly dramatic, and i still have flashbacks to this day from it. After that, i became actively suicidal again. And knew that if i continued to

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