The Relationship Between Drug Use and Interest in the Occult

I was brought up relatively religious. I'm not into the concept of the Judea-Christian higher power. You can still be super Jewish and not believe in God. It's kind of a nifty little movement. But I've always been fascinated by observations on the power of mass ritual and ceremony. And that was something that growing up around religion definitely exposed me to. From early high school, I experimented with personal ritual in tandem with ongoing Jewish practice. A lot of kind of edgelordy stuff with blood and iron and sex and crystals and geometry. As he moved out of high school and into college, I got into some levain satanism but not so much belief. Still really