The Distortion of Reality

It's hard to say anything about this. I'm struggling a little bit, but I'm not really. The experience of distortion. Is reactivity or it's upheld by reactivity. Without reactivity there's no reflection and reality doesn't have that reflective nature. That sense never becomes anything real. Never becomes a separate cell. It's just a constant activity. So then it maybe feels like a sense of self. Yeah so what about suffering? What is, what is suffering?