What I've Done in High School I'm a Clean Cut Kid and I Don't Do Drugs and I'll Never Be Back

I was a clean cut kid who didn't drink, smoke or do drugs. I had on the one hand like I wanted to be a good kid and at the same time what controlled me was sin of pride and performance. It just struck me that I need to sort of keep this secret like maybe not everyone thinks seeking the praise of people is is an awesome thingYeah and it's a it's a again once you get over those first few years in your early 20s when things were very difficult for you. You're going through life with all these strangers moving into your house but they aren't going anywhere so why would you want to leave them behind? And then there are some really great