Is Holding Yourself Back the Right Word?

The benchmarks that we have internally actually affect how we do it things. I always kind of felt like school could probably be done a lot less time for a lot of kids. Like, you don't need to spend that long in a lesson and all that kind of stuff. But because the benchmark is like, oh, I have to like learn this thing over this period of time, then you kind of like, I don't know if hold yourself back is, is, is the right word.