Is There a Lot of Fulfillment in the Process of Learning?

i don't think having a hobby and wanting to get better is bad. If it's all about how it will be in the future once you're good enough for once, then that's not good. But if it's about, this is really fun right now to be doing, then it is. i still spend so much time on my own learning something instead of connecting with kids or aranans. And i definitly could use some more achievement than what i do today. I'm approaching them in order to be happy... but  if you love it too much, you can still end up hating it. Because these are things that i feel like my aran isn't