When i first moved to london and i was alone, i had so much time in my hands when i wasn't working. I learnt from farm people on youton one of the things that if you are not surrounded by people that can inspire you then you don't learn anything. So all i would do is just listen to them on line. And they became my mentors without even knowing it. But what was funny, i tried to get into meditation five, six years ago,. after eading my first personal development book, i was really into it. In these utivitios that these personal growthgros were saying, they you know, you have to meditate. And