Peter Denies Jesus

The gap between lived and stated spirituality is one that is hidden even within the individual person. Peter denies jesus in his moment of great need, and suddenly realizes, i'm a failure. No one who puts a hand to the plough and looks back is fit for service in this kingdom right? I've looked back, i'm not fit for the kingdom. The rooster crows, to day you will disown me three times. One glance, one moment of eye contact with jesus across the courtyard,. peter's life comes folding in on itself like a house of cards.