What Is Suicidal Depression?

In 20 18, those symptoms of depression started. By the time my hospitalization was in july, in january, and i was like, what? You can't do this. But it got to a place t where i couldn't get out that pit i had sunk so deep. So i should have told somebody, one of the three pillars of my book is checking in with others, checking it with myself, Checking it with god. I wasn't checking in with myself enough to be like, hey, you are struggling. And by that time, i didn't check in with god, cause i was like," he's ashamed of me"