"I've always operated that way naturally you know like when I know I'm getting close to a goal that I set for myself I'm automatically thinking about that next thing and dude let me tell you real talk there," he says. "There is some reality that sometimes you you aren't as grateful for for doing things you don't appreciate them the way that you should because you're always looking to the next thing" He adds: 'If I could change one fucking thing about my life I would have celebrated little milestones along the way instead of just thinking we're not there'