The Shell of the Self Cracked That Night

It took forty years from my first encounter with god to when that mystery became the present, conscious reality of my life. In lewis carrow's book, through the looking glass, he is described as an egg, which is important for the metaphor. When i am buying eggs at the grocery store, i always ope up the carton to see if there are any cracked eggs,. Maybe you do the same thing. An egg may not be completely broken open, but you can tell by looking at it that the structure of the shell has lost its integrity. And my self cracked that night in 19 73. The second time was about 20 years later. Once again, without getting into