Even if You're Awake, You Emerge Out of the Underworld

They basically took her body of work. They stole it from her after she with a series of underhanded manoeuvres. And then when she got upset about it, generated the story that she was mentally unstable. She became harder and tougher, but better. There's no getting rid of the proclivity for malevolence. Even if you're awake, even if you're paying attention, if you look at things that are dark, you risk damaging your consciousness. It's like you have to look, but beware, because what you're looking at is enough to,. it's enough to undermine your consciousness.