I found myself. My siblings were significantly older than me. The house, that was very crowded, went to being an almost an empty house. And my experience with them would keep going. I started working part time jobs very early a but i found this power in involving myself. By the time i graduated high school, i wasthe president of the senior class, home coming king. I was on the i wasn't a star of but i was good enough in the football team that i was being recruited to play collegiate football,. which i thought was my financial ticket out of kansas to iowa, or wherever i was going next. It's about the stuff that we're talking about.