Drug Dealing and Drug Money

"I was disappointed in myself. I couldn't believe how self-absorbed I had been all those years running with no regard for what my actions could do to other people and how it could affect the people who love me," he said. "When you're a junkie or a drug addict, yes, it's hard to get clean but once you stay sober, that's many times all that a person really needs ... They feel like they're free." He added: "My greatest fear had always been being ordinary... Malcolm X has this great quote in his autobiography:" The only thing I was more scared of than jail was a job".