Become a Caterpillar

A true initiation experience has to actually risk death, or else it's just a pseudo initiation experience. We live in a culture where we've gotten rid of true initiatory experiences that are facilitated by culture because it's unsafe. And older cultures, many of their initiatory practices, you could actually fail at it and fucking die. The thing that i could feel coming up in me as i was sharing the story with my hirapis is that there's a part on me that can feel that if i start the path of the corencot occult or the magic with ha k, that the initiation that will be waiting for me at the end of it is going to be what i am