What Do You Believe Now?

"I felt as if some hulkish fist had just smashed, smashed down the recet button," he says. "From here on out, what i believed, if anything, would be up to me entirely." After many years of a highly scripted faith, 'i would now need to exercise atrophied muscles that i had forgotten' He asks questions about whether god exists or is in any way personal. The choice was before him, and it was mine alone to make.