I'm in a Toxic Relationship with Food | The Shame of Living with an Eating Disorder.
The Emma Guns Show
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The Consequences of Eating Larger
In my teens I was diagnosed with polycystic ovarian syndrome. At the time I was preoccupied with how I looked, my body shape and food. So in my head, all I wanted to do was lose weight. But my behaviours did nothing to support that goal. Every day I'd wake up, I wish I was smaller,. I wish I wouldn't eat so much. And then I would go for long stints without eating. This vocabulary is so, it's so awful to use, but I just want to be really honest about my experience. The longer I could go without eating, the better. Realising now with the recovery that I've done, it was because food
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