I Want to Move to a Place Where I Don't Distrust My Brain

"I want to be done apologizing for the parts of how I am that I don't hate," he says. "If I can make anything part of my job that I want which is what makes it a really good job" He's tired of being chastened by everybody else who it's not for, and has given himself an existential bridge loan in order to get better at realizing what makes him happy. 'You need a fucking Norton edition to understand like what this means because I care more about the two people'