i would start by accepting your lack of acceptance towards yourself, right? You're actually quite masculine when it comes to suppressing your emotions. So i think this is the kind of thing where, you know, even if you just feel like you're not very masculine, like, it's ok to not be happy with yourself. And, like, if you're not happy with not being manly, then that's ok too.You can also talk to a therapist about m i would, i would go a therapist more so than co in the situation. But, you know,. i think it's OK to not be manly. Absolutely something.