i think we had a moment that most people who buy a house probably have, where you are spending more money than you've ever spent in your life to buy a house. So then i was like, oh, well, i don't think we can do this,. And that's a real bummer, cause i was looking forward to it. Yes, the story plays out, and this is the insanity. And that's why i love this podcass. It's just so important to share these stories, cause i think this is how a lot of us are living. We're expanding our lives, and that also means expanding. That oinartax and like a gil