What Do You Know About Vision?

I started with, ok, what do i now? What do i believe? I hadn't read jed mc kenny yet, so it wasn't quite spiritual autolysis. From that, i just started, from afraid, i did what i do with any other project, where i go down the rabbit hole. And this was before i was reading any of the stuff. Was like literally being in this incredibly dark, quiet place, dark dark emotionally, light physically,. and being in that position of staring at a wall for two weeks.