In this life, I'm just this person. Just the way we look at ourselves. A deeper way of looking at it would be, I am a spiritual being. When everything is a glory of God, there's a second stage, you know? And God is everything. In that case, I also must be a spiritual being and struggling through life. This is the way I am right now. The first stage is a human being trying to have a spiritual experience. The second stage is a spiritual being having a human experience. Third, finally, I am that absolute reality. Ambrhamesh me.