How to Swim in the Divine Waters

I've basically been putting myself through for the past year two years inadvertently of course I'm not smart enough to do this shit inadvertently but I realize now that why I kind of put myself through this spiritual emotional psychological ringer is to get a more holistic complete version of what life entails. It takes a state of presence to access the divine it's there it's always there the spirits the gods and wonderful fucking amazing shit that resides within our consciousness they're always trying to communicate to us exactly who we are and what we're capable of. If we don't access the present moment we don't actually have the ability to do that. We need an internal shift how do we change our perspective and our