What Do You Think About God?

i think that christianity and all our religions have given god a really bad rap. i struggled with the idea of god for a long time because, am, i went to catholic schools,. Got kicked out of a lot of them. Grew up in a fake religious family, a family that sort of morally operated as i'll do. The more you start getting away from the term god, the more like a butterfly made up of everything dumb - it's not even a higher power. It's just a concept that there is something bigger than me, and that i am not in control of my own life. I love the ideaoisa, likeiha, a, ha