The 'I Am' and Self-Inquiry

Join Nick Zei and Hitesh in Rishikesh for a long-form conversation on the Bhagavad Gita and the hidden mechanics of consciousness. This is not a religious discussion. It is a direct exploration of how Krishna’s dialogue with Arjuna reveals the structure of human experience, choice, and purpose.

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The Bhagavad Gita is presented here as a living manual for the modern seeker. The discussion moves through its core teachings:

Dharma and action with clarity

Karma Yoga and the mechanics of choice

Bhakti Yoga and devotion as intelligence

Jñāna Yoga and the unity of Self and Source

Equanimity, surrender, and flow as a mode of mastery

Nick and Hitesh connect the Gita with broader philosophies, the biblical tradition, and the modern creator’s path. Expect exploration into identity, death, devotion, and navigating life with purpose.

Filmed on the banks of the Ganga in Rishikesh, this episode weaves Eastern philosophy with modern consciousness studies. It reflects on the art of living and the practical structure of the Human Game.

Host: Nick Zei

Guest: Hitesh

Location: Rishikesh, India

Chapters

00:00 – Opening Context in Rishikesh

03:25 – The Nature of Reality and Consciousness

07:42 – Why Humans Feel Confused About Purpose

12:36 – The Game of Life as a Spiritual System

18:44 – Identity, Ego, and the Search for Clarity

26:01 – The Inner War Between Thought and Awareness

34:58 – Dharma and Aligned Action Explained

42:17 – Karma Yoga and the Mechanics of Choice

49:06 – Hidden Structures of the Mind

55:38 – How Conditioning Shapes the Player

01:03:24 – The Roots of Suffering and Self-Misunderstanding

01:12:10 – True Spiritual Practice in the Modern World

01:21:53 – How to Discern Truth from Illusion

01:30:40 – Direct Experience and Inquiry

01:37:58 – Vedic Knowledge and Universal Principles

01:46:22 – What the Gita Suggests About Human Nature

01:55:41 – The Path of Inner Mastery

02:04:12 – The Field, Subtle Perception, and Awareness

02:12:54 – Why Humans Fear Change

02:20:33 – Consciousness Expanding Through the Player

02:29:18 – Realization and Higher Intelligence

02:37:06 – Integrating Teachings into Daily Life

02:45:42 – The Journey Toward Self-Knowledge

02:53:33 – Reflections in Rishikesh

02:59:41 – Closing Message