The Dilemma of Having a Baby

I don't have happy memories of me and my mom. I was scared of being a bad mom. And so very clear I told myself, you are not bringing a child into the world so that they can be responsible for giving you what your mother could not. After three years of struggling, we were finally able to have Sophia. She's had a fierce attachment to her dad, even before she could talk. It has not always been easy because she would carve out these moments with her dad where she didn't want to include me. But all of it just delights them both.