i almost felt like i could cry when you said it's ok, bro. And so right now, tears are welling up in my eyes. What kind of tears are theythen? They're not tears of joy? Yes, i feel like ye, it might be suppressed emotion. It might be some kind of defence, like in order to avoid falling into a crisis where us. At si, it's not funny, bro. Do you feel like what youre doing is ok? Or is there some part of you that tells you this is umb and you should know how to do this? There's no such dialogue inside myhead.