As long as you continue eating healthy amounts of food, i don't think the cheesy rice will come back. The more that you can trust people like your girl friend to rotate to your lane when you're getting ganked, then there'sth cosmic sense of like, being on guard, which will start till i come down. Once you're actually able to understand that there're people in this life that don't have that i can count on to keep me in check, and you're able to not feel guilty for recruiting them until i keep you in check,. Then you'll be able to rela and enjoy food in a way that, like, i'm sure you do on some level