I've Got the Evil Wizard Now, but He's Not in It

He has the air of someone who's just non-stop study, bed and calisthenics. He doesn't show it with his heart's not in it so everyone's really scared of him. I reckon like even his ending is sad. We have the whole rest of the book together. But while all that's going on, we meet one of our other major characters - Kannina which means ' barbarian' She wanted to be a hairdresser, but she's also so good at being a barbarian. So I'm not sure what's the thing she's actually trying to convince herself of. That's the same thing I felt with the end of the book