i'm very sorry about your brother. Andre only recently, just in california now, an the last few weeks, they could recognize his first responses before they were unclassified us as clerks or edman. It is a trematic experience, for sure. Think about that work that people do to go and try to help somebody in that moment. It takes a tremendous fortitude as an individual. And you know, i wouldn't say it haunts me to this day, but it is something i have carried with me for thirty years of my life. I mean, there's like we going down another rabbit hole, which i can con o th wer into the show. But...