Speaker 2
get what I what I did appreciate about it and one of the episodes I can't remember which one I was going more towards the end you did get your Audrey Hepburn moment when you went to the ballet which I love because I always think of you as as you've got that Audrey Hepburn face and you got that moment the clothes are so ridiculous and fun and fabulous so fun it's all of it I don't
Speaker 1
even know how I wore those heels every day I've got to tell you I did a photo shoot you know like a quarantine photo shoot where I had to wear heels at the beginning of all this again when we were starting to do photos and I like I don't know if I permanently like messed my foot up or pull or pull the muscle because I hadn't worn heels and so long I now look at Emily and I'm like how did I run around the streets on cobblestone bones in those crazy heels 24-7 I'm like season two I really got to get back into shape my feet really have to get used to wearing heels again I don't know how that's gonna
Speaker 2
work it's true it's like a physical it is like you have to get your feet back into shape it's so good you really do you mentioned to the bone right which was also a Netflix movie where you played young woman's offering with anorexia and I know this is something that you've experienced personally you wrote about it in your book what I think is so interesting about you Lily you know you can present as like light and sunshine and you're you know we're the daughter of a famous person and people can perceive that as a life of nothing but you know moonbeams and sunshine but we all know the reality of of of what that can bring and certainly personally you've talked a lot about you know the your insecurities and and your relationship with your dad and everything but what was so important for you to get that out because most people don't talk so openly about this kind of stuff and you've always been someone that has been transparent in a way that is I think remarkable really as someone as you know I don't even know what how many million you have on Instagram and as someone that is considered an influencer and also you know in the fashion world and with Lancome and now the serious actor working with Fincher and Gary Oldman you know you're it's almost like you're opening up more as opposed to shutting down more as
Speaker 1
you get older hmm that's so interesting I actually yeah I am opening up way more I think because I got really tired of feeling like I was trapping myself and it I felt like I felt like people were judging me on things that they that they didn't even know but I felt that they did know so I thought well if I at least just put everything out there and own my own story and can start from scratch and feel free then I'll have less judgment on myself and I feel like the second that I that I spoke about my experience with eating disorders and it was quite a miraculous experience in that I was writing my book at the time you know and I wrote my chapter where I finally discussed it and a week later got the script for to the bone and I mean no one had any idea that I was writing a book at that point so it to me was like a sign from the universe saying this is something that's