Surviving the Sex Trade

" deprogramming process can be like a compound trauma experience in itself," she says. "You're flooded with all these memories but it's I mean it's like taking the fucking red pill and all of a sudden you're seeing what reality is like" The sex trade alienates people who don't want to talk negatively about their experiences, he adds. It hurts more to come out of it than it does to just tell yourself it's okay and stay in, S&M star says.