The Ego Side of Suicide

Did betty ford do what she did consciously? Did she realize what she was doing, as far as the the ego side that she experienced? I wouldn't, i would think so. It's like a a. Why do people go to a a? And i think they do that to stop drinking andto be held accountable for it. So they tat what she wasdoing. Ellis never, never did that. But something about my reading really spoke to me about how there's a part of you that needs to die, yes?