How Can I Not Succeed in a Field Where All Men Win?

i noticed a lot of my content and stuff was getting very conventional. And i've really had to check myself on that, because when you're wanting to be accepted in an industry, sometimes you start moulding yourself to an industry. So m for me, the only thing i knew how to do is try to create a show,. I'm not there's no right or wrong with any of the stuff. It's just like, i set out to be unconventional...and then illso have to check myself a lot to not just try to recreate masculine energy within myself.