Pretence Is a Great Skill, but It's Only a Skill

People can use pretence about to keep people from actually seeing them. They worry that if you let somebody get close ndthy actually see you, you won't like me any more. And of course the biggest person who is guilty of that is myself. So i don't want to admit that i feel that way, which is why i avoid my feelings. Because if i admit i feels that way, i have to start accepting that that's who i am. And i don’t want to. I want to be the person that i'm pretending to be,. because i don't like who i am the day i accept that the pretence is a brilliant skill that i can