How I Survived a Formative Sexual Experience

All but two of my partners have been emotionally, physically and sexually abusive with me. So there's a lot of trauma that I've had based around sex. One particular instance where my first partner, my first real boyfriend and the first guy I'd ever had sex with was raped about six or seven times over by his friend watching. It sort of really dampened my connection with my body and with sex because it was connected with a negative experience for me. That event has made me self-intuitive and given me a solid connection with what I do want and what I don't want with sex. While it was negative it was a super pivotal and powerful moment for me.

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