Do You Feel Like You're Reaching This Next Level of Success?

I feel like I need to create maybe I'm a weirdo sometimes because it seems like everyone else is just like I don't resonate with that I need more. People are like, oh has your book can't help you land speaking gigs. I'm very skeptical that that's what makes me very skeptical of like doing anything for something elseLike X for Y I think is such a trap. And like I just feel so content with like everything I've done. Like writing and I want to keep doing it.