Navigating Turmoil: A Journey to Self-Discovery

This chapter explores the emotional challenges faced by a young individual transitioning from Iran to New York City, highlighting their struggles with family dynamics, bullying, and the quest for independence. It delves into the complexities of their relationship with an alcoholic father and the burden of being the family scapegoat, illuminating the impact of early trauma on personal identity. The narrative also reflects on the internal battles of adulthood, marked by a search for love amidst feelings of abandonment and the influence of religious upbringing.