i was born with a genetic disease called c v a d. S my body doesn't make antibodies to fight against infection or bacteria or viruses. i have to be apart from people a lot because i catch things very, very easily. Ah, i get so embarrassed talking about i have little it's very embarrassing for me to talk about. I've always felt like not normal. It just, i feel kind of ashamed. And i think it's just because of the pressures of society. So i, you know, it's really nice to have a, somebody treat me normally and not like a, i'm about to break at every step.