What's the Philosophy Behind Wanting to Be a Comedian?

When I was four years old my uncle bought me a VHS of the Simpsons. He is always good to have like an older relative and I had it. When I was 11 years old I did a second sketch on British Asian show Hackney Empire. That was the first time I'd ever seen live comedy, that's when I met Nina Corvinder who later went on to write for The X-Files. And so if you see something like the Simpsons at a point where your brain is still wiring itself It's going to put some interesting Systems in place. So yeah, okay, so tell me about the lifestyle of a comedian versus the philosophy of why you want to be a comedian