Do You Get Anxious When You Approach a Film?

I get dread all the time. Not, not so much doing stand up anymore. I don't know when that went away, but it was about 30 years into my career. And then eventually one day you're like, Oh, I know how to do this. No, no, that kind of stuff doesn't make me nervous at all. Professional stuff to me is not not worth like getting really emotional about personal stuff. That's what I mean. Something, something is like leaked over. You know what I mean? What used to be strictly professional now it feels like it's leaking into something personal. It's making me really anxious.