Is My Hate Ruining My Life?

I was extremely bitter and angry about everything that happened inside the coult. I felt like a 18 years of my life had been wasted. And i remember going on a date with a chick, and she noticed that i was very hateful insight. So i did a one 80 and first things i did forgive my parents. Then i started trying altruism, or helping people with no strings attached.