Is It a Question of Responsibility or Irresponsibility in the Nitian of the Wizard Atarian Sense

I feel like the vibe this, i don't know, the blue print that this lays out just is one of inan inspiration, i think, for someone like myself. Did you feel like some of this was like speaking to you personally with just, oh, yes. I mean, as you're a man of desire, yes,. certainly a man of Desire, knowing incredible sufferings, vertigoes and sickness; trying to produce myself as a freeman, irresponsible, solitary and joyous. So here it's interest ind this question of responsibility or irresponsibility in the nitian of the wizard atarian sense. Might actually have, might not.