Die With Zero: How to Enjoy the Fruits of Your Labor

I'm at a point in my life where I should really be extremely happy about what's happening to me. Yet there is a part of me that is always kind of looking for the next thing. And yeah, it's like I now have trouble enjoying the fruits of my labor. Right? Because I'm having an issue with spending money and the issue being you're spending too much, you're not spending it. Like I grew up working middle class. So money was a huge topic in our house. Save your money. Cause you don't know if your tongue is going to fall out and you can't do this anymore. Which does happen. right?