I'm Not Drinking to Night, but I Don't Want to Be Like That.

i've got a vety, dark history of eating disorders. I don't want to be like i used to be back in the day. Anditink is the same with drinking. You know, people give me ship about it all the time. But if i go events, i'll have the thoughts,. but i'll be within myself to be like, i i'm just going to let t let those pass. Sometimes anit. sometimes ive crates between us and the bizarare us - they're there forever. That's the only thing that will ever keep you from being at playground forever. If fistrates me, it feels like it's all part of a greater