What Are You Still Proving to Yourself?

i've grown up in a very competiteve environment home, like being compared to my friends alaw by our parents and things like that. I feel lik one of things i try to prove to myself is, like i've been defined as exwisy by other people. And if i fall short of that, then i start having le good o, fe, i start of questioning my identity or i start. E, a, i don't know, oo, if i exactly answer that question. But e, i guess what i'm trying to what i'm still trying to prove to ourselves is yourself worth.