Some men like to live like that all the time. Some are actually sorry to come home and see it end. Even those of us who hated it found it exciting sometimes. That is what the civilian people never understand about their return soldiers in any war, viet nam as well. They cannot understand how we could hate it and still like it. And they do not realize that they have a lot of dead men around them, dead men who are walking around and breathing. The best possible explanation for this is that most people don't want to know what it's really like. It is too awful to serve as a good aganda tool during the conflict. Not going exactly get people all