Is This Just a Thing That Gives Me Acceptance for the First Time?

Greta, i think right now this season it's more about surviving and more about, it's more of a necessity. It's like here's the thing i'm good at, is killing people. I hade to be honest with you, as i was thinking about doing this and saw the a very, very funny disdain for junketeering and promoting things,. i got a little bit little bit o, you know, self loathing going on. But any time he does that, i always feel like that's where he's at his lowest, where it's like, ok, i'll take a job you know, that's whan he he a.